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Decisions decisions? Drew and Maryann want me to manage a holistic ranch. Solar/wind powered, getting back to basics kind of place. In addition they want to move Scot out there to Nevada.

Living here with Billy and Heather until the baby arrives has been anything but easy. There are people coming and going at all hours of the night, people sleeping over. I never know what will happen from one day to the next.

I have replied to a couple of houseboi listings in hopes of getting back on my feet and leading a normal life. I tried to redo my fortunecity webpages and that seems tobe a bust.

I am just tired of struggling, trying to survive from one day to the next. This morning I got up and had a flat tire and only the small doughnut spare. Tom has assured me that he has one I can have.

This has been a rather difficult day. With researching possible Roommates and screening the many cons out there I really needed a day off.

For the most part, this will be a media for expressing viewpoints more than thought. Lately it would seem that young gays want younger men. They tend to
think that this will make them the more experienced counterpart. Then again, many older gays like young boys because they tend to think that with less experience, this will make them an adequate teacher. I suppose I fall between the cracks, thinking that because I am hyperactive, I fit in better with the 28-40 crowd better than the 450-50 crowd.